Celaru~~~

Tup...tup..tup...... this semester almost over. why i felt so empthy??.. Weird. 


sebab kehilangan mimi??.. start mengarut sudah (^___^)..  sYukur ada study weeks, boleh rehatkan kepala. 


but then, sumting has came, 


Apakah kemungkinan bab aku g join main fesbuk yg sumtym made me dizzy??  then i realize there too many things i lose??


uissh3.... i can`t wait until im home la.. can`t wait to join Rumah Putera Harapan. 


Semoga Aku rajin. (Ahaha..)

Again!!!!!!!.... Talk about Heart.. Finally i asked him, then i can`t see da answer yet.  


at least dah said 'sorry'... adeeeeeeeeeeei, History is not JUST history... it`s give big effect to da future. i got this from the novel 'i believe'.. kadang2 x ingin pandang belakang pun, but... how far can i pertends im good  protecting my own self??..  

need sumbody??? no thanks... the most answer i ever gave. 

you hurt? yes i am, but i can heal them, thanks... also the most answer is ever gave... 

u need me?? no, i still can stand by this.. also me.... the big PEMBALUT i have.. 

and i became them at last..  

n crying just inside me.. (ayat x membantu...hehehe)

Phobia???.. huuuuu, it almost coming over me... adeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh..sabar..sabar... can`t talk somewhere lagi. what is that mean. im trapped???.. 

save u self wani.. pening daku dengan history yang sukar dibaluti ini. And like Miss Ame said, when they said sumthing that we already known... we smile.. Just a smile???. 

then... what if we failed 2 face it.. smiling. still..? i think... the answer is yes. there`re too many questions...can`t find the way to the end........ 


i won`t stop.. never... i answered them many years by these word 'never give up'... but, 

now...... feel im getting sick of this..getting sick of this.

(ahaha,..confirm kecelaruan sudah..~~) 

what means 'freedom'....? can`t find the answer.... what means..... 

heart? can`t find the answer....???. life is questions... what mean LOVE... also.. can`t find the answer............

the things i knew... but the same things i can`t feel~ (Scarynya... ahaha).

To dat senior, what all dat i ever said~~ it not just a word, it`s tied me very well until now.. 

my life will start after next two years.. ahahaha.. 

analogi yang bagus, tp dia x pernah faham.. sepa suruh aku sangat bermada bicara.. 

waduh3....

my janji yang tidak rasional itu... what hapend?? still working? yaa..it`s still working...



dan aku masih pertahankannya... even..sumtym i asked why.. da m4tant is.. ia lindungi aku... 
still have 1 a half year.. 
what will happen next...??
.......... 

Kutty si miaw... x sihat.. adeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh.. parahnya daku. bila this kitty muntah2 dan there were worm inside it... almost crying baaa.. x tertahan daku.. 

what to do? tambah sakit kepala.... aduhai.. what can i do?? haa.. kuar sudah eksperimen... Kutty.. silakan makan Antibiotik... 

pitty him.... kena paksa lagi makan. my anak..my anak..  (paling takut terbagi makan x sihat.. even miaw~~~ sedihnya la juga...)..

what to do now??? wait and see... just wait n see...... tindakan paling aku x suka.. huh!

kutty tym little baby g... kuat menyusu tym ni... parah berebut dgn adoro... but.. pitty to her mum.. nge3..

kalau tidak dilayan.................. akan menjadi begini..... kuang~~kuang~~

ada janji MIAAAW d citu.. dan kutty tidak menyedari... nge3..

i wonder... kutty sangat suka masuk di dalam beg... aduhai~~

adik beradik tido macam ni.. adoro..adoro..ditindih oleh Abang....ish3..

Adoro terjaga... kerana aku terlalu suka snap picture mereka.. hikk..hik..hik..

kutty suka pose macam ni~~

another....again!!!!!.. ish3...

but no matter what... i love him .. nge3... 




Adeeeeeeeeeeeh... x tersangka aku... this feeling ingin memilikinya datang lagi.. sepa suruh jatuh sakit..
dan aku berada paling hampir dengan dia.. so.. 
luv u miaw!!! hehehe.....
adeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh....