mimpi kicie aku

kes apa la ni... mimpi kicie aku lak??? huuuuuuuuuuuu rinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnndddddddddddu....

when i was a little, my little sister was ever told me a stroy.. she said.... 

' sist.... last night i was dreaming.... we are in the hut.....'..

im not really remember what the story was about.... 

'about mum???'...

'the paddy field`s hut?????'.........................

something like that..

'in my dream... i was crying...... then when i woke up.... i was truely crying.... what is that sist???'............

alahai... i can`t give her explaination. we were still a little girls...

when this event happened to me today.. it`s made me remember what my little sister dreaming....

my dreams???

it`s was kicie..

im with him in the evening, in the beautiful sunset.. this sunset`s view is ordinary to see in my village. it`s was so beautiful...

im hugging him..

softness... friendly... longging...

seem he still here, with me.... and always with me....

suddenly, his fur were changing.. it`s become mo whitest .... more beautiful.... beside me, there are three little kitties, they are very small. but im not interesting with them like i am to kicie..

we watching the clouds.. white... and the sky was blue.... very impressing... and kicie were here with me..

i felt happy...

kicie fall asleep... he slept in my hugging... 

weird... kicie becoming small.. smaller.. smaller.. and smaller... like the very first time i saw him.. he became a little kitty. very small...

my little brother touch him..

he took kicie and checked him...

'kicie can`t stay longger'...

'what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, what the words means......'

'i don`t want it.......

i took kicie back.... he becoming week... close his eyes tight..... i huged him..

'why.................'

'why???...............'

i started to cry..

im crying in my dream.....

the sunset become red...

and why i saw kicie like smilling....

smilling..

i was still crying...

huuuuuuuuuuuu..........

i woke up??? huuuuuuuuuuuu.. really i was crying..
wet on my cheek..

and something wired feeling in my heart..

i miss him...

that keep me crying more..

................

even, mimi slept beside me... huu... kicie....

why i miss him so much.....

adeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh........

hoho.. dah besar2 ni.. baru jadi benda ni kat aku.. hoho.. lawak antarabangsa tul aku ni... kicie2..i do wish u come in my dreams.. even it`s hurt me.. but please just come again......

hehe.

thanks god..